Another Year On

Does something shift when you turn 28? Do you start to see the world differently? Does perspectives widen? And the possibilities that once seemed far away become more real?

It could be psychological, though I very much doubt it, but there is a difference. At least for me. But it's not an age thing. Blowing another candle just happen to co-inside with these changes. It could be pre-ordained. Actually I know it's preordained. But however you want to look at it. I don't think it really matters.

I don't know what it is. Actually I lie. I do. But it's a bit lengthy to go into here. Either way, since the beginning of the year stuff has been shifting. In massive ways. And subsequently, the path that was once before me is no longer the path I was travelling. The view is different. The direction has changed.

I do feel a little disconcerted. But, despite feeling slightly on edge, I do love the place I've come to. Where I've been brought. And what I see before me. There is a real sense of knowing, yet not knowing. Of confidence, yet anticipation. A clarity, and a gorgeous hope of what is to come. But most of all, there is patience.

I knew it was a relationship when I entered it, but boy has it been some relationship.