Sunday, December 07, 2008

Dear God

Dear God

We celebrated our 6th year together the other week. I'm surprised it's been that long. 6 years. It feels like only yesterday we first met. But yet, we've met even before I knew it. And yet we've come further than I could have ever imagined.

Your heart is amazing. Your forbearance towards me. Your patience. It astounds me. I'm left stunned. But more importantly, Stilled. How I long for more of your presence. Your touch. I love how your gentleness transforms me. Your love overwhelm me, and oh, how I feel, so..... Loved.

I know there is so much I am yet to learn, yet I know I've already learnt more than I could have ever have asked for. And yet I want more. I want you to take away the fears that separates us. I want more intimacy. Deeper intimacy. Lord how I long for the Day.

Open my heart to more of your heart. Open my eyes to more of your Kingdom. Show me the majesty - the place you have set aside for me. Place in my hands your provision. Place in my heart security, trust, delight....

I want more of you Lord.... more... and I'm waiting for the day when I can start to say wholeheartedly "at any cost".

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